being at work depresses me. it forces me to realize that the world is real and that i must either sink or swim, and to swim, i have to be here in this dead store, in this dead mall, in this dead town with all these zombies walking around, asking question after pointless question, expecting to get not the right answer, but the answer they want to hear. it is times like these that i wish i could lift up the veil of existance and step under it and see whats on the other side. it's times like this that i wish something catastrophic would happen that would render the importance of a job, economics, social standing, and this godforsaken mall null and void. i wish something would happen that would allow me to give out a big fuck you to everyone here and simply walk away with no consequences.

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ok im back, i had to show some old fucker how to read the directions that came with a 5$ watch he purchased so he could turn off the hourly chime. and the whole time he insisted on telling me about how his daughters husbands brothers foot got caught up in a tractor. I DONT CARE!!!!!! AAAAHGGHGGHGHGHG!!!!!

anyway, i want something to happen that will forever change the world. its been the same for far too long. and i dont like it. i hope the first thing to go is radioshack. its quite possible that they will scan everything im writing and see that i hate radioshack and fire me, im actually kinda looking forward to it. yay